Monday, November 24, 2008

Home stretch

With the present workload, I am gripped with the fear that I am meeting the wrong deadline; I am worried that I am not meeting deadlines that were supposed to have been met instead of working on what I am on. This semester has been quite the mystery. The papers write themselves so effortlessly and despite the 4 pending deadlines off the top of my head, I have just spent an entire evening watching TV. But about those papers, this term has been a breeze. Eight paged papers get done in two hours, reports in six, and term papers in three. Despite this seemingly careless attitude, my grades seem to say otherwise. With ONE WEEK away from being done with school, I am a little remorseful that I only learned this skill in my very last term; at the same time, I'm glad I learned this skill at all.

Time to start work. Coming in for the home stretch, baybeh!

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

A tribute to Forster

Between Klein and Greenspan, I polished off another Forster within a week. It was a short read - but a most delicious one indeed. I borrowed it from Sar after I saw it sitting on her shelf when I went over for a second Diwali dinner. A Passage to India was my first Forster book. I don't remember now where I first heard of the book or of Forster as an author but when I found Passage to India in the thrift store for 50 cents, I thought 'why not?'.

A Passage to India was delectable. Forster has this uncanny ability to understand the human psyche and translate the very essence of being into words. His books are always short reads but his choice of words so exquisite - he conveys volumes of nuances and secrets within secrets with but a few choice words. Owing to a shared history of colonialism, many times throughout reading APassage to India I come across a passage that so describes exactly how I feel or have felt but have always encountered trouble when trying to relay my sentiments. The genius that is Forster lies in his ability to truly grasp the meaning to be both a British colonial figure and an Indian and to explicitly reveal the delicate game in which both are intertwined without being coarse or vulgar.

While I profess to having more in common with A Passage to India then to Maurice, Forster's account of a man's desires, wantings, impulses, repulses, and all that makes one human is incredibly touching. It reads like an open book - like an old friend recounting deep, dark secrets meant for your ears only. Most importantly, one finds oneself in a position of non-judgment. Despite Maurice's "erroneous" tendencies, one cannot help but feel his very pain or ecstacy; one finds oneself rooting for him, searching for ways in which his desires can be met and his happiness fulfilled.

Forster has a way of creating an intimate bond between reader and character, much like God himself.